2OO9?
Okay, let me be specific to you all about things that come into my mind when this CAPITAL NUMBER are given to me...or whenever i read it, whenever i write it, whenever i saw it somewhere, so big, so odd. First thing come to my mind.... is ---> GCSE O'level.

It's frightening? Yes. Nervous? Too much. Even though it's only the first month of the year, but my heart already touched a bit of o'level sensitive part.. know what i mean? Felt like sitting in the form 5B in my class... it's like "Oh my god.. just how many months more coming to November?!" many teachers are saying, "Only till October, minus qualifying month, minus that minus friday, ... you only got 6 months to learn.." :O OH DAMN... eh =x salah..

Astaghfirullahalazim.. ya Allah, time moves so fast.. sometimes i felt like im being hit.. the world feel so tight. Banar.. time moves so fast bah..really.. Don't you all feel it? Rasa kan? kan? Phew..*sigh.. anyway, that's right.. First thign comes to mind, is O'LEVEL EXAM... now let me just review something...

2009: COMES to mind?
1. O'Level examination...
2. Get at least 7 o's... Amin Ya Allah..
3. Try to have June O'level. Try at least..
4. Have a camera.. buleh bawa sekulah everyday.. captures lots of pictures, since this is going to be last year..
5. Ikut Khatam.
6. Have no Serious problems at school.
7. Own Pendrive.
8. Organize everything nicely.
9. get thinner.. (NOT SERIOUS) -.-'

2009 : Reminder ?
Oke, this part kind of gila.. Awal2 tahun sudah banyak kan dipikirkan.. Kes banar2 mental pasal ani..tarus buat sini lah. (A)
*Maths - FILE BARU!
*Geo - FILE BARU, BELAPIS. $6 tuk MCQ.
*B.M.- FILE BARU!
*Chemistry - 2 BUKU BARU.
*ECO - Beli buku ECO di booker.
*Yuran - $20.
*ERP - $5
*Class decoration - $5
*JUNE o's (InsyaAllah) $200 for FOUR subjects.
*....? what else?

Now calculate your self.. Mun sudah atu banyak barang kan di beli.. Ya Allah, saya tahu hukumnya wajib untuk belajar, bahkan kita harus berkorban..biarlah tahun ini aku benar benar kan sekolah ku ini ya Allah. Tolonglah hamba hamba mu yang sedang meminta kepada Mu ini. Amin Allahumma Amin... (A)

Nah.. a little about my "dear" high school. (A) http://www.smsayhasan.co.nr/
Here's the teacher's email that teaches me this year. (A)

Ak Ahmad Zefry Pg Haji Zainal : zefry.zainal@smshasan.moe.edu.bn [MATHS]
Dk Susilawati Binti Pengiran Haji Aji : susilawati.aji@smshasan.moe.edu.bn[BIO]
Hj Noor Mohd Azrul Azni Hj Nordin :azrulazni.nordin@smshasan.moe.edu.bn[IRK]
Hjh Marinah Hj Metussin : marinah.metussin@smshasan.moe.edu.bn [GEO]
Hjh Norzainun bte Hj Zainal : norzainun.zainal@smshasan.moe.edu.bn [PHYSICS]
Hjh Siti Armah Hj Mat Noor : sitiarmah.matnoor@smshasan.moe.edu.bn[ECO]
Hjh Yahsimah Hj Yahya : yahsimah.yahya@smshasan.moe.edu.bn[B/M]
Saliah Hj Kahar : saliah.kahar@smshasan.moe.edu.bn[CHEM]

CHECK ta.. tanya kah apa-apa.. (A) tanya how i behave ka, apa kah.. hopefully all positive LAH. (A) Amin ya Allah.. And btw, want to share soemthing too..

This year, so many discipline teacher teach 5b.. Mmm.. sounds like not good right? But i think it'll be all okay though (A) Awal awal masuk sudah banyak ceramah kami dengar nyamu.. :O It's good though, kitani belajar.. so terima aja.. Plus the denda denda.. I know lah.. It's for our own good jua kan.. we as a student, terima aja, belajar saja.. be positive.. because later we'll find out it's becos of our own mistake. (A) Yes. hehe atu fikiran ku lah.. hopefully buleh tulung kawan kawan i neh yang baca baca. (A) mwahs.

xO's__miaa[53]'s 11:00 pm [8/1/09]

i just wanna be alone.. (A)

alone... that's what i want, that's what i wish to be :D
so... guys, yang read ke, apa ke.. DO READ THIS.
AND TAKE NOTES. okay bois? lols..


thank you..

always i'm the wrong one....

well *sigh* ..can i share something..? this is somehow, not a good things happening to me, nah, not a single thing bout it...

i've been single for about 1 year and 5 months.. And it's up to me to have any guy i want, am i right? I've been close with two guys during the time.. It's J and M...


J? No comment.. even though he hurts me by lots of way.. make my heart broke into two.. by doing this and doing that, it's unforgettable... but still, for some stupid reason, im missing him.. but Honestly, HONESTLY, i said... i didn't wait for him. he hurts me too much, i don't have anything to say to him. Yes, im being honest here. OKAY?

Then..here comes M. He's a KIND master, very kind, very understanding, caring plus sweet. We've known each other for not long though.. i dnt have to say when.. but when he did purpose me.. i told him im not ready..but i do have some heart for him, just not ready..and look at him, changing.. it hurts while it heals.. alot.. ='/ and i felt like..

Why always me? Always what i did, what i said is wrong.. :'/ i said this, wrong, i said no.. wrong, yes.. wrong?! Ive becoming so fade up.. really.. My principe is my principe..please..don't hurt me no more. Let me do what i want.. say what i need anything i want to.. im young.. stop it. (A) it's hurt.. i hate it..


thanks for everything guys... (F) :)
xO's

school DAY! fazera's birthDAY! =x

PEEEEEEEEEEEPSS!!!!
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL TODAY!!!
WOAHH. Siuk eh. sikit =x lols,
anyway. feelings were mixing tbh...
I love it, i hate it. Ah i guess you all probably know why students love the first day of school, and hate it at the same time. (A) it's a bit normal and happening to majority all...

anyway.. i wanna tell you..im happy, yes, happy to go back to school..but rather sad.. :( Mash wasnt there.. :'( i felt like lost some part of me.. usually we have all FOUR of us, Kmb girls together.. but from now on..i think we jus thave to get use to being 3.. :/ and it's not a nice feeling..i tell you, i felt almost too incomplete just now in class.. God knows the feeling anyway..
Mashy.. i mish you.. so much.. alot.. i wish you are here now...but we must be miles away.. ='/

AND YEAHH BOII. ;)
Happy birhtday to you..
Happy birthday to you..
Panjang Umur Makan Bulu... (A)
Happy birthday to youu!!!
FAZERAAAAAAA!! WOOO bebeh ku damit, cyg:D Happy birthday leng :) sorry aa..nada hadiah.. =. probably coklet lah insya Allah aku belikan nanti aa.. (A) Doaku..buat kamu.. Panjang Umur.. Sehat Selalu.. Berbahagia di samping orang2 yang faz sayangi.. faz cintai.. Jadi anak yang soleh.. STAY ceria.. stay lovely. stay cute and friendly all the time. makin pandai..makin handal.. Pokoknya semua mua lah. :D Amin Ya Allah... (A) hehe. I love you syaanG:D

xO's__Miaa`53--

Making OF Lemang.

First & Foremost ; Congratulations to my little brother, Rafiq, that has now become vain. ;) WOO! Go MR. Raf the vain SIR. ;)

Then, right at around 11 past am, the making of lemang started. :O OMEGED. Everyone was here, the aunts, the uncles, the cousins. MEH, was really crowded tbh :D First of all, the boss of all boss to make the lemang, Tante Anim, started with putting the Daun Pisang carefully, beautifully into the Buluh. She said, that is for the lemang to taste better. (A) I don't know... I'm just yes yes yes-ing.


Meanwhile the MOMMA'S were busy doing what they were doing, the PAPA'S were making the firelight for the lemangs. This part, there were lots of LAUGH, lot's funny jokes, makes me goes pumping up and down, up and down. Funny Moment Though! While the mothers were silent with their concentration, but still laughing out louder when they heard the Joke! That moment was so busy tbh, PLUS we were all from MEDAN, with our own language and that... ah, make me missed ma family in Medan... *sob sob*.



Next next, Tante Anim and her beloved helpers started to pour the Beras or Pulut into the Buluh, as fast as possible. You know what? I'm kind of jealous why mother's work are always better, always faster but smoother and even CLEANER than us the youngsters. Man, that's not nice... :/ i wish me can do that. (A)


Time for Zuhur Prayer come... But guess what? All of us eat our lunch first. xD Because we're hungry, it was hot, it was menacing, our stomach was crunching. =x That was in our living room, to be exact, ah, the food was nyummy... yes, i don't do ILLEGAL comments about it, but i really want the KLIO.. :'( so late bah masaknya that day....


Then, awhile after putting the Pulut and beras into the buluh finished, our lunch and prayer, plus the fire was ready to do it's work, then Tante Anim went to the Santan Pouring. ;) I love to see it. :D it goes down, Bubbled up. Meh...


At last not least, (A) the lemang is now ready to be cooked. :D or...BURNT? i dont know eh. Peduli apa ku. ahaha, as long as ia be bakar lah. :D Nice meh, Pedih lang mata tu, well...it takes about 3 hours plus to wait for it, nontheless there's so many jokes and stuff to do :D and then there's these jokes i love alot!

Anti : Kaya ini, orang buat lemang ni..
Uncle : Oh, kaya orang tu?
Anti : Kaya lah bang, barnag mentah nya aja berapa.
Anti : Orang ni jual satu batang $6.
Uncle : Oh gitu...
Dad : Sebenarnya tujuan bg Mawi menanya tu bukan apo itu.. Hondak betukar Profesi pulak lah yo kan bang?
ATU PACAH. ahahhaha pikir saja, Uncle ku ialah seorang HAFIZ.. tau tau kan jadi penjual lemang. haha seorang2 imagine imagine ani wah.. adui.. :P