Nice one.

LISTEN TO THIS girls. :]




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTXG0M1RDFA

Just a Pictures. :]

This is how crazy i am with my sister. :] my one and only my love sister, i love her, i'm nothing without her. absolutely nothing. :D im sure of that, and just always remember my principe ; "You hurt her, i hurt you. " (: thank you.

In love with my Sister : Ifrah Mazidah Lubis.
uwwaaa, never know what to do without you..i love you so muchh. :D
Salam, xO

"For once don’t be so weak, Back up the feelings that you claim now,
Fall deeper into a world, that you can’t explain."


"You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality."
-Jim Morrison


"Why does the path to love, true happiness and completion as a being have to be such a jagged one? we're increasingly growing more and more jaded of the games others unnecessarily play. When will it be our turn to solve the mystery and in turn complete the puzzle we all try so hastily to finish. Soon, i pray. Our hearts can only take so many thrashings and their once impenetrable walls are growing thin, as is our patience."
-Heidi


When putting forth positive energy, the world will recognize your desires and fulfill them as best as it can. Positive energy is one of the greatest powers. Letting go of all your negativity is a difficult struggle. Once you accomplish it, you are free.
-Kiya


"I believe in a long, prolonged, derangement of the senses in order to obtain the unknown."
-Jim Morrison

I am unique.
I am very easy to get along with.
I am emotionally stronger than you could ever imagine.
My heart is kind.
I am hilarious.
I cake on make-up, not because I have to, I want to.
Giggling is my thing.
Fishnets love my body.
I am a nerd.
I love to cuddle.
I have a minor case of OCD.
I am caring.
I like sharing thoughts and secrets.
Neon colors are magical.
I have bigger eyes than anyone I know.
I love art.
I am clumsy.
Trance, Happy Hardcore, Ambient, Electro, and Hard House are thee best.
I love experiencing new things.
I love to make people smile.
I give compliments all the time, even if I don't mean what I say.
I refuse to be average.
Dance has and will always be a passion of mine.
My vocals WILL take me far in life.
I am a kleptomaniac, basically.. I get what I want for free.
I have so many amazing goals set for mmy life and I will stop at nothing until I accomplish them.

I have no inhibitions...or shame.
Ive been exposed to a vast spectrum of emotions & experiences.
I feel so alive.

i love & enjoy: self discovery. great white sharks. body modifications. the law of attraction. change. music. art. dancing. tour. writing. adventures. fantasy. raving. fishnets. getting four'd out of my skull. expanding my mind. broadening my horizons. bizarre people & situations. open minds.

I'm confused on how i feel about being alone.
the thought used to terrify me.
i am now attempting to embrace it.

"Expose yourself to your deepest fear;
after that, fear has no power" .

The thing to describe meh..

I'm usually a very happy, positive, and upbeat person. I love to smile and laugh a lot. Just holla' at me; you won't regret it! (: And girls, if he's stupid enough to walk away, be smart enough to let him go.

Happy Birthday to Nurla.

:D:D

happy birthday dear, sister. (: Si comel, si cute, yang imut imut nya.. ya AMPUUUN. ;D Kemarin, berarti.. 20/11/2008. berumur 2 tahun. (: aduh, kalau adikku yang satu ini.. mukanya agak2 mirip DORA gitu loh.. tau DORA kan? ah, masak ngak tau.. kesian deh lo. trus ..emang gue pikirin. :] hehe. (: anyway.. mau nengok gambarnya? dia paling susah digambar, abis gak mau diam sih.. kayak nya mau dicubit2 ajeee. gemes tau..


Liat aja tuh, aduh.. Selamat Ultah ya shayangg.. maaf ya, belon ada hadiahnye.. (: ntar deh, kak janji. :D insyaAllah.. hehe. Semoga panjang umur, sehat wal'afiat, menjadi anak yang soleh, taat pada agama, rajin sembahyang, pintar ngaji.. bisa menolong kita semua, membawa rahmat dan berkat ya,.. Amiin. :)
xO

kMb-ing. (:

Assalamu'alaikum pembaca-pembaca sekalian. (: Im back to do blogging. (: aduh..rindunya.. (: hehe. anyway. Before ke KL itu, sehari sebelumnya lah, exact exact, saya dan teman2 pergi bersama2. =) fun gitu loh. enak la.. membuat sesuatu bersama, menjadikan kenangan.. lagipun untuk pergi ke KL, pastinya lah aku bakal merindukan mereka.. gilak kali. Yang enaknya.. kita semua bisa ngumpul gitu loh.. jadi agak terlalu berharga.. (: hehe. so we get some memorable pictures. (;

ane.. gambar before jalan.. at Azah's room. (: weee. kami bedua ani.. klu dkatakan gila, gila jua lah.. kira mun dkatakan panat, yatah panat sepanat panatnya.. ;D hehe. iloveher. ;D gawjusss tothe max. (:

This one, dijambannn mall. ;D gilak kan kami tuh, on the run, kami jumpa durang Cha, amy, Lyea. ;D apa lagi.. datang tah ulah ulahnya.. tu amy, azee, aku, azah.. Chuppbaa. ;D

This one, me and the Gang. Ani, except Saiful, nada.. orang kMb, Gboo's the new team member also, the lover's of Azeerah. :]] waktu tu nada urang kan menggambarkan.. tepaksa tah bekarih pakai set timer on. :P menjadi jua.. pkir nda.. ;D hehe

And this is Kmb's girl stuff members. (: We love each others, can't you just see it? Azastacia, Izzy (me), Masyirockie, Azeadreanaline.. :] They're the ebst out of the best. i just cannot deal without them. the stronger i get, is because of them partly, somehow, we didnt choose of to another. we know all of us have to be fair, because the love is common. :] hehe.



Me, azah and Mash.. :) This is after watchin the movies at the cinema.. Azee was with her boyfriend, so we jsut go on without her lah. ;D sorry dalengg. ;D We're crack wah ni after watchin' the Madagascar 2, man.. was like, ah ZEERAH, jubur mu tu. ;D hehe.



Posing Besama Azastaciaa. ;D My baby daleng nehh. ;D si cute comel, anak dara japan. :P hehe. bery cute to the max this girl. very fun to be with. (: and we love CANDID. ;)



and this is my next baby daleng. ;D this is the rock girl. though she's very shy, very soft to the max.. like me before i was now.. but she's very kind, helpful girl. :D bila datnag gilanya.. ahh.. sedia sedia tah. ;) rock gi tu lohh. \m/



And this is our Band CD'S cover. ;) ahha. pOsing macam giler. ;]]


we are the LOLLIPOP'S loverr. (;


Azeadreanaline ; you're the best friend today, and forever. :]


words aint enough to describe how much i love all these people. (: esp; the girls. (:
want you all to meet them to see how cool they are. :D
Salam. xO

Blogging. [Y]

assalamu'alaikum Wr. Wb. hey all. :] everyone i love, i hate, i envy, i admire. :] ngeee. to be perfectly honest, i miss blogging. alot. :o I can't believe it. being 4 days without computer is such a mess. Sometimes for me pC is one of my half self already. :o grrr. Like i can't live without the computer. let's face it, that's a fact. a 100% true fact, im not gonna deny it m'dear. So.. basically. looking at my blog, it looks simple, rather old fashioned, with black and white colour of the background, and then im not sure what else to add or modify with this blog. all that i knew, i need this blog to be a something i can pour something from my heart to, where my hand keep typing typing and typing. and just sort the feeling inside my heart just once and enough. :] grr i really miss this... so now let's start with something new to share with all of you. :D .xp

FrienDs f0reVer. :]

Read it my dearest friends. :]

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Thousand Miles to my friends.. :]

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

TODAYY!!!

;D KL here i come. ;D I cannot wait!! grr. gonna e best. :] hopefully. to all that's left behind.. dont worry.ill come back as soon:D mwahugsss. ;D

KL By FRIDAY!

OOOO~ Be good izzah, behave. :D mannn.
cannot wait for the day now. :D
tho i'll be sur eim goin to miss some very important ppl in my life..
my family esp. never been left without them..
but with UMI beside.. ill feel very loved then, and its fine i guess. (:
and then.. come to my sister!:o
uwwwa..i just really wish she's goin with me..
then everythin shud be fine..
but she wont, she cant..
i jsut have to accept that fact. :/
and then here i am.. missing my best friends. :(
azee to the max, azah and mashee. :(
grrr. i love you all.
Pray me and my mother for the Journey you all. :]
hoepfully everything will be in the best condition. :]
AMIN. till later. :)
xO

The Hulk....

DAMN. another nice movie. GRR. im so into movies this lately.. so anyone if you got a better rugged, cool movies you wanna show around, please tell me. im ready to serve you as a king or Queen already. :o gagagagaga. im kiddin... (Y) anyway. (: yes please. tomorrow exam's ECONOMICS. ha, ggood girl mia.. no stuy at all.. PFFFFT.(Y)

PERSONA 3 FES. :]

Grrrr. really really into this game. Very addicted. I've never been that addict to a game y'know.. paling2 pun just main2 saja.. mun kna bawa.. esp. Cars, SIMS, anythin that looks like anime or maybe taken3 (: atu minat i tuh, tapi na ADDICT. naahhh. but this one.. PERSONA... :o grrr. (: im crazy bout it. yes yes boo! na nyasal lah mmbali atu. (Y)

Pokoknyaaa.. enaklah. ;D tau deh..udah cara jalan gamenya bagus... trus memuaskan para penonton... (Y) ya.. gitulah. ;D
i love JUNPEI. ++ Akihiko.. aduh..ganteng atuh aksi animenya. :P xo

UMMI pulanggg (L)

Ummi ummi cayang, ummi ku rindu, bunda tercinta. Besok pulang. Akan ada lagi suatu keceriaan dirumah ini. Kerna ianya telah hilang setelah ummi pergi mengembara ke Indonesia. (: hehe. :] Dah rindu ini terlalu cepat mendatang di hati.. adui. Ummi lagi jalan wktu mia peksa. =/ Kan biasanya kalau peksa ummi aja yang cakap yang suruh tu.. "IZZAH, baca buku... izzah buat kraja.." barutah da semangat tuu walaupun kena marahh. :/ tapi dripada nada Ummi.. memang boring, nada mood. :/ and kenapa aaah, kalau ummi jalan.. or anda dirumah for a long time.. im always losin weight. MANNN!: o eeek. cannot wait la. :) hehe xxxx

Robert Hoffman (L)

ohemgee ohemgee! One more thing that i... actually obsess with! yes, actually! :o Look at this guy! he's actually very gorgeous. plus im in love with his smileee. =O man, someone help me just to meet him once. even once, if you can make me meet him always then that's better. (: lmao. jokes. actually yes.. he is th eonly one star that i'm obsessed with, plus wish to see! ive never been so bery to the max obsessed with any stars or what. (like yeah! because they're all human bein at the end!) but this guy over there, Robert a lead star in Step Up 2... his an exception tbh, i cannot lie no more.. :/ i wish to see him... please... (8) I have his actual official MySpace :] just take a look around it made me feels... lovable. (L) http://www.myspace.com/hoffmaniii. + he has the nicest dance i've ever seen.... includin Channing tatum, another gorgeous smile star.. :) his smile.. his smile.. his smile... (dream on izzy, dream on. wtf hell are you on about in this life?? he's a star, you're not! so stopp dreamin, fuckin... dreamer!) ... :(
and he was actually smilin at most of his pictures... how gorgeous, plus uber pretty boy. (:

Prom Night (Y)

Geeez! one of the best film ever! (L)

Just look at that picture makin me... pee *WOOPS!* naa..i know, i know.. just kiddin'. (: well, anyway. yeah, the way the movie works out was, brilliant if i may say. let's talka botu professionalisme! Nelson McCormick~ you just never knew what he alwyas went with! Aparty to die for. :o Poor Donna, she must be veyr veyr trauma now... in the MOVIE i mean. and just like i said, damn. all these thriller movie have the hots in me! geeez.
Photo edited by : Mia. =)

Oh one more thing! Bobby and Donna....? Nahhhh (Y).