Topic : No Raya mood yet! :o Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh, buat saudar muslimin ku sekalian, & to those who concern. :)

Alhamdulillahirabbil 'alamin... Hari raya telah diumumkan jatuh pada hari Khamis, 2 Oktober 2008. Bersamaan dengan 1 Syawal 1429. :) Besyukur ku hari khamis raya, genap jua.. bulan suci Ramadhan sebulan, and there's plenty of tiem to amke a big changes yet. :D Although, andang usually Brunei lain2an.. negeri2 jiran selalunya sudah sehari, tapi Brunei esuknya.. so, aku ma family andang2 sudah tackle lah.. cam nya buya nya.. "Gerenti hari Khamis ne. Brunei kali aaah". :D ahaa, lurus kan kan? :D So.. kemarin malam, aku nangis.. sedih hatiku. Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada.. last night was the alst time for this year tani sembahyang terawih.. tani tadarus, sungkai sama2 keluarga.. masani, tahun2 era ani, mana lagi senang kan bekumpul2 sama keluarga, kawan2 sanak saudara..=/ atulah buat ku sedih.. + mia teringat kan saudara2 tersayang yang berada jauh nun di sana..:') sudah menjalankan Takbir HARI RAYA, sudah menunaikan sembahyang eid.. Ya Allah, salah satu mimpi yang selalu ingin ku capai, ialah kembali berkumpul bersama mereka.. =) Buat keluarga2 di Jakarta, di Medan.. semoga Hari Eid nya.. penuh dengan hidayah, rahmat, syafaat dan nikmat dari Allah, dengan mendekatkan diri melalui pereratan silaturahmi kita... walaupun kita tidak bersua muka, namun kalian tetap di hatiku. =) Mohon maaf Zahir Batin di pinta.. Dari ujung rambut ke ujung kaki.. (: "Dedaun yang ikut.. Mengalir lembut.. terbawa sungai ke. hujung mata... Dan aku mulai takut... terbawa cinta, menghirup rindu yang, sesakkan dada.. " :')

btw... there's so much to do jua neh for the enxt day is raya!!:D:D
hehe. i still dont have the mood neh, yknow whyy? becauseee, rumah alum siap, ani atu alum siap. na semangat nyamuuu, (: so tunggulah sampai dapat, ya jaa?
im bored still. :/ i need AZEERAH!!

Meet you all mudah2an di Hari raya ini nanti.. :)
Salam's dear.
xox

the truth within life's. (:

Friends should be weighed, not told; who boasts to have won a multitude of friends has never had one.

Samuel Taylor Coleridge

No sleep.. (;

Assalamu'alaikum wr.wb. para pembaca yang dikasihi,
yang ku cintai, ku rindui. dalam mimpi..... = )

Alhamdulillah, dalam seminggu dua ni, tiadalah mata ini menutup dirinya, tiada ia menyembunyikan dirinya setiap kali sahur datang, begitulah kedannya tiap tiap hari selama dua minggu ini... "Aku berqiamulail di malam hari, bersujud pada Allah, memohon kepada -NYA, mengharapkan syafaat dari Rasulullah s.a.w. berkesimpuh inginkan hidayah, di hair hari akhi bulan mulia, Bulan ramadhan ini. Sesungguhnyatiada siapa yang mengetahui akan adanya dan datangnya malam 1000 bulan, iaitu malam Lailatul Qadr. "

Tanaa, akhirnnya, aku inda tidur... tidak merebahkan diri di atas katil, beibadah, mengkhatamkan Al-Qur'an, menolong ummi buya dalam rumah, mesra sesama adik beradik. :)

Kadang aku main game juaaa. =D
hehe. (:
anyway, na lagi batah raya.. jangan lah kamu melupakan malam malam terakhir yang mulia di bulan suci Ramadhan ini, jangan kamu terlalai. selalunya di 10 malam terakhir lah kunci taubat diri. hidayah, syafaat boleh di perolehi, insya Allah, kalau kita ikhlas.. mudah2an apa yang di hajati di dalam hati, apa yang ingin di genggam, pasti akan tercapai, tiada debu yang tertinggal. :) Amiin.

=)

all happening at once -

Assalamu'alaikum WR. WB... :]
all happening at once today!
Ya Allah... :/
i have so much things happening around me... let's get to details;
well... 1- I didnt wake my dad up today, and he got a little bit frustrated, because he said "Buya banyak kerja bah, habis program buya te cancel hari ini. banyak perjalanan buya ni." i regret... :/ but past thing is past. 2- We all sleep until 3 pm, and then dad woke us up. Our plan was to go to the QQstore to buy a handphone, it was almost 4 pm, but guess what? We're stucked right infron of the Nurse College at gadong, because our beloveddd Hyundai got stuck right there, oh man. :/ things getting tight, buya nda plang panic, aku ma kaka ku bah. :/ well anyway, at last our car was towed, Om Inang ada disana sama Bang pih, so everythings okay, me and dad as well as my sister continued our journey, but first to the Pasar Malam to buy foods for Sungkai, and then at about 5 40 went to the QQstore. man everything went so fast, looks like we're out of time already. Ngeee! xD 3- Tomorrow "UMMI & abg DEE" balik!!!! They;re home from theiur journey tomorrow!! Wooo!! From Brunei to KL from KL to China, from China to KL again, and then tomorrow back to BRUNEI! wooo!! Walaupun, gila sikit lah usulnya, they used 2 differents plane tomorrow man. satu balik kul 4 petang, satu lagi balik kul 8 malam. Ya Allah, gimana sih kamu? ;) aha. *no expression to say that* :D

Well anyway. (: its tiring today, banyak2 lah perkara yang berlaku. *cough cough* dahlah sore throat.. =/ ada iblis lagi tadi.. Na kamo pecaya kann? Jangan plang. Kamu alum nampak ia... tunggu kamu nampak, jaga jaga lah anak teruna kamu, ada babi berkeliaran di bandar. *HOT NEWS!!!* WOOOO!
Dunia dunia... Bulan puasa lagi. *Astaghfirullahalazim*... *berdoa*
"Ya Allah, gimana sih kamu?" *flat expression* :L:L:L



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Salam, dear readers. :]
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8 days without blogger.....

and now i miss it. :]

Assalamu'alaikum Wr.Wb.
Dear Beloved Readers,
Hope you enjoy the blog i made tonight,

although i dont really now what to do here.. i dont know what to write. i have a blank mind, i have so much to think, and to organize, i have to do my homework, i have to clean up my room, my kitchen... and wash my clothes, watered the plants, help my father to organize the house for raya. (Hey, raya's coming sooner aint it? :) ) There's also something else in my mind... 1- I miss ummi and bang wadee. 2) I need to meet Azeerah. 3) I dont know what happen to JUN! 4) im losing weight suddenly :o (Without me realizing it!) 5) Im getting weaker...:/ Ya Allah, i dont know what has really happenning, but i manage to realize that most of my daily life is gettin worser.. :/ thinking of it make me hurt in the head, hurt in the heart, and pain in the chest. ;/ phhew. what to do.... :( anyway. I hope you all readers happy all the day long, get what you want, and try to get what you wish. Keep praying to Allah, we all muslims searching for Malam 1000 malam, LailatulQadr. :] Be happy everyone. :)

Rendang rendang rayaaa. =DD

Woooooooooooo!!
Rendang rendang raya! today, me and ummi buat rendang. Hell yes, i know it's uber early. But mum's going to China by Sunday. and we're in a rush. She's going to be there for a week or 10 days. and we bet we wont have time for preparing this and that for raya by the time she's back. ;( soo.. here' we goo! i did this, i did that. it's pretty tiring. But it's fun! Plus, i perah the santan, y'know, without santan there will be no taste at all man! and mum said, rendang need to be done by 8 hours! Can you imagine that?? No you cant. because i said soo. :P anyway. its fun la.. and then mum tarus suruh aku rasa the rendang... aint it gonna be my lucky day, as it is me who first to taste it! and i no doubt this, it is nyummy. very, a lot. so MUCH! though, thanks to ummi, :D hehe kesian ummi, mesti ngaleh tu.. =) but she made it with sincere and love feeling. and hence, raya... I can't wait! ;D


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The things out of the THINK. *if you get it... if not.. Jantaa* :P

*Calming down*....Assalamu'alaikum, Good morning to all of you. (:
How may you be today? goodie hopfeully. cos im sure i am...........
Y'wanna know why?



*Leapt OUT!*
OOhhh people! It's holidayy!! and at Madewa, our home, me and my siblings were like.. screamin' on top of our lungs! "CUUUUUTIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII" :D hahaha. Yaaa monn! You know how it feels to be at last, at the very moment of needing sometiems off, from school, from work, from everything that bothers you.. oh sure, I'm already planning to make it Worthwile. ;) Anyway, there... are soo soo much things that i really want to say, to share, to do, to take, to think!:D My lips cant wait to amke some really rugged movements on how to blurb. :D Hahah, im kidding, anyway...

But yeah, there's hell lotta thing i need to say. because i felt time is moving very very fast, and i have not get some time to take action on what have been happening on the last few days... well let me just tell you the first one by now. :]

Todaaaaay! Im not, at school. And since the last night.. i havent got any sleep yet too tbh, and im sure the so-called insomnia.. has come back! Oh mummmy.. what to doo? ;( It always worrying me when it comes. Y'know, i was tired last night, done alot of work, and laying on my bed like seems forever, still, i cant sleep. :( And at last, i end up chatting datting with JUN! :D It's fun tbh, we did not lost for words, and we started talk from 11 night, until 3 am by, Sahur time! Man.. dont you feel its a long time? :D oh well.(: okay, so that's bout last night. Today, i cleaned our KITCHEN! hah, at last man... It's very very..... erm, *im lost for words* well i just dont like what i see in teh kitchen. so while doing nothing, i clean it, and oh look at the kitchen, now better!!

*CLING! - Magivally by Izzahhhh* xD

Well, now, another new story! My 2nd older brother, brother Dee, is currently being sad, and frustrated. It is actually not himself to be with those mood, but yet man, because of this reason, he becomes so. Im so worried. =/ He truned into that kind of man because his one and only girlfriend is now already in the UK, far away from him, for her study. And it's for 2 years man, what can behold huh? :/ And by the time she's gone to the Airport, and he cant be there, he's very very very sad.. i cant bear to even look at him. and During sungkai, Kaka Wani, his gf, called him, and he ran to his room. suddenly become someone who's not open. :/ and then he cry, and that night, he hang out on me and my sister room and was like singing sadly... "You're always be a part of me....Im part of you its definitely.." and we .... cant say anything just to calm him. Poor brother. (: Sabar to Allah, bro. we love you. :]

*Brada Dee and Sis Wanee0* so cutee. -.-

And the last thing of all thing!. MY SISTER last exam is TODAY!! and then she'll be frree. ;) Wiitwoooo But look at her!!!


Busy BUSY BUSY!! "izzzahhh, jangan kacau akuuu!!" :L mwhahaha. Poor you sis. but dont worry, this is gonna be the last day, fun day ahead of youu! And we can go together2 everyway mannn. ;) hahah. Good Luck to you sis! Mwahhh i love you, so so much. :]

Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants.

Hello People. (:

I've been waiting waiting waiting yet still waiting now to watch the movie releases of my all time favourite movie, Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. :D I've already watch the Sisterhood of the Traveling pants 1, releases in June 2005. And now it's back with the releases of Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2 on the 6th of August 2008! i have not got any time to buy the DVD track... there, i really wanna watch it. I bet its gonna be as great as the first one, or better. or... neither? I dont care i just wanna watch it! :/

Here. this is the one photoshoot mOvie DVD cover for sisterhood of the traveling pants 1!

DIrector: Ken Kwapis

Writers (WGA):Ann Brashares (novel) Delia Ephron (screenplay) ..

Laugh. Cry. Share the pants.

Plot:

Four best girlfriends hatch a plan to stay connected with one another as their lives start off in different directions: they pass around a pair of secondhand jeans that fits each of their bodies perfectly.

ANd now... I wanna watch the 2nd One.:D

Together we Cry.

Assalamu'alaikum, readers readers tersayang. (:
let me just share one thing you.... The song of a band "The Script -We Cry" is very very beautiful. Though it's a bit overup music sometimes. But the lyric makes me felt down to earth at once. (: Yes, it's very menaingful, yet very peaceful song. :] Even if you read by the title, you'll see how much meaning can you achieve from the words, We Cry. :]

*the Script own Photoshoot for their albums with the hit singles , We Cry*

- Part of the Lyrics, where it is meaningful -

Jenny was a poor girl
Living in a rich world
Named her baby Hope when she was just fourteen
She was hoping for a better world
For this little girl
But the apple doesn't fall too far from the tree

Well she gets that call
Hope's too far gone
Her baby's on the way
But nothing left inside
Together we cry!

What about the junk head
Could have gone the whole way
Lighting up the stage trying to get a deal
Now he's lighting up the wrong way
"Something for the pain!"
Man you wanna see this kid he was so fuckin' unreal
When he gets that call
He's too far gone
To get it together to sing one song
They won't hear tonight
The words of a lullaby


Oh... Mary's ambitious
She wanna to be a politician
She been dreaming about it since she was a girl
She thought that she'd be the one who could change the world
Always trying to pave the way for women in a... man's world
But life happened, house, kids, 2 cars, husband hits the jar, checks that don't go very far now
Now she in it can't change it, she keeps her mind on her wages
The only rattling cages!

There's so much sad gonna flood the ocean
We're all in tears for the world is broken
Together we cry!

There comes a time when every bird has to fly
At some point every rose has to die
It's hard to let your children go
Leave home
Where they go?
Who knows!
Getting drunk
Getting stoned
All alone
Teach a man to fish
You'll feed him never lie
You show your kids the truth
Hope they never lie
Instead of reading in a letter that they've gone to something better
"Bet your sorry now! I won't be coming home tonight"

I'm sick of looking for those heroes in the sky
To teach us how to fly
Together we cry!

Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi wabarakatuh, pembaca sekalian. (:
Today, is 15th of September 2008.
and probably be my last day of school for the 3rd term.(: Im so sorry to my friends, yang suruh2 saya skolahh. :D hehe. im too tired. and my house is kinda busy. i prefer to help my family reorganizing it, rather than doing nothing at all at school. and oh, it's only a day by.... teachers shud understand that:P but.. ive already started to miss my friends, my classmates, esp. of course KMB.. :( Im going to have abit of lonely moments.. where i cant be gila-ing.. main2, cerita2 tawa... ekh. iT's almost unbearable. but im sure we'll be enjoying our holiday:D So today, at school - there's assembly been held at the school's hall. Tujuannya, ada bacaan yasin dan tahlil beramai2.. all teachers and students. (: and then, Pembagian derma dan hadiah amal ramdhan buat anak-anak yatim. :] and then.. there's some information given for us also. (: after that we've been out early. :D so me and the KMB'ians went to the class, and guess what? ;) we've got our 4th pic now at last.:D:D
wooooo! Let's check some of the piccy memorable. :]

Title : Last day of school of 3rd Term.
*Kmb-ians, : Azagoraphobia, aZeeadrenaline, Masyi Masyo, Izzyinsomnia.*


*We can be just out of the blue, kMbtu`reGGae. *


Loving lal of you guys. :D
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Time...... passing by so quickly.. :(
I was FIRED!! by the jAPANESE WARRIOR.
and then i cant puasa.
ya Allah...
for me, Someone who's fireed during Fasting month,
is rather USEless... :(
It's like, they doesnt even eating,
doesnt even drinking.
the same like those who is puasa-ing...
=(
But then... this few days im too happy to think about anything.
Aaa, that one guy he is really really sweet. :]
i cant wait to meet him weee. :d

11th September 2008. (:

i wanna curhat curhat curhat. (:
do you know what Curhat is? Curhat is ... Menyampaikan isi hati.. tentang sesuatu yang telah terjadi kepada kita kepada orang lain. :] Dannnnnn, aku ingin curhat tentang... seorang lelaki yang kini sedag dekat sama aku.. =)
Dia.. berasal dari KB @ Kuala Belait, dan besok, tepatnya 12 September 2008, dia pindah ke bandar. Nah di situ.. kita udah janji2 an.. pengen jumpa, ini itu. ya.. gitu dech. The thing is.. he's sweet. Such a guy who is honest. though i've never meet him, but soon will. Probably our first meet is when Zeerah and Gboo sungkai together, and we'll join them. All this came from Zee's idea. =D do you know it's the one thing making me happy atm? ;o hehe. i'll meeeet JUN!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Cant wait tbh... but then, im not sure to let my high hope up... im not a beautiful girl. im far from pefect. :] but he is sweet, i really assure you that. :D

Here he is. :] the middle one. (:

a...i miss posting.. ;)

truly.. im so so so dashed up.
so in hurry. so busy. so stuck -up. so tired.
i forgot blog. ;(
which is not me tbh!
but then, here i am again. (:
it's almost 6:15 in the morning.
im going to school today after not going there for 2 days. ;o
i dont know.. im going to left alot of syllabus.
ahh,stupid me. ;S
but enn. Alhamdulillah, my room is finished now,
green green green.
but the one thing i need right now is my friend. :]
i miss azeerah.
and i have problems with the N.I.N.
i gotta solve it... truly..
i think im lost in time....
Ya Allah..

WOOOOO!
Room Painting started today!!
WoooooHOOOO!!
iM SO SO SO excited. i cant wait for the new look of my room.
You know why? cos it's looking very deadly ugly.
I don't have any spirit to even clean my room once a week now.
it's like... you know, the painting colour is... Are infact, black, brown, yellow,
no white anymore.
can you imagine that. very dirty, very sick looking.
im bored of my room too tbh.
so its time for some new renovation babeh! ;)
yesterday the home painting was starting already.
the family room, & the living room are done!
its time for our room, kitchen, toilet, MY ROOM!
Ya Allah, i love everything.(:
till the room finsihed.
wait for thetime!

2nd day Puasa...

Ya Allah..
2 hari puasa, eh, hari ni sekolah. :(
Gak fair aaa..
masak sih, kayak gak hormati ramadhan aja...
jadi pengen nge demo..
tapi gak tau gimana...
ya, apa boleh buat. (:
sabar aja deh.
yang sabar itu.. disayang Allah.
Kan kan? (:
amin..
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RAMADHAN!

Selamat menunaikan ibadah Puasa tahun 1429H, 2008 m. :]
HAPPY FASTING MONTH! :]


semoga Allah menerima amal ibadah kita sepanjang bulan Ramadhan ini.
Amin Amin Ya Rabbal'Alamin.
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