2OO9?
Okay, let me be specific to you all about things that come into my mind when this CAPITAL NUMBER are given to me...or whenever i read it, whenever i write it, whenever i saw it somewhere, so big, so odd. First thing come to my mind.... is ---> GCSE O'level.

It's frightening? Yes. Nervous? Too much. Even though it's only the first month of the year, but my heart already touched a bit of o'level sensitive part.. know what i mean? Felt like sitting in the form 5B in my class... it's like "Oh my god.. just how many months more coming to November?!" many teachers are saying, "Only till October, minus qualifying month, minus that minus friday, ... you only got 6 months to learn.." :O OH DAMN... eh =x salah..

Astaghfirullahalazim.. ya Allah, time moves so fast.. sometimes i felt like im being hit.. the world feel so tight. Banar.. time moves so fast bah..really.. Don't you all feel it? Rasa kan? kan? Phew..*sigh.. anyway, that's right.. First thign comes to mind, is O'LEVEL EXAM... now let me just review something...

2009: COMES to mind?
1. O'Level examination...
2. Get at least 7 o's... Amin Ya Allah..
3. Try to have June O'level. Try at least..
4. Have a camera.. buleh bawa sekulah everyday.. captures lots of pictures, since this is going to be last year..
5. Ikut Khatam.
6. Have no Serious problems at school.
7. Own Pendrive.
8. Organize everything nicely.
9. get thinner.. (NOT SERIOUS) -.-'

2009 : Reminder ?
Oke, this part kind of gila.. Awal2 tahun sudah banyak kan dipikirkan.. Kes banar2 mental pasal ani..tarus buat sini lah. (A)
*Maths - FILE BARU!
*Geo - FILE BARU, BELAPIS. $6 tuk MCQ.
*B.M.- FILE BARU!
*Chemistry - 2 BUKU BARU.
*ECO - Beli buku ECO di booker.
*Yuran - $20.
*ERP - $5
*Class decoration - $5
*JUNE o's (InsyaAllah) $200 for FOUR subjects.
*....? what else?

Now calculate your self.. Mun sudah atu banyak barang kan di beli.. Ya Allah, saya tahu hukumnya wajib untuk belajar, bahkan kita harus berkorban..biarlah tahun ini aku benar benar kan sekolah ku ini ya Allah. Tolonglah hamba hamba mu yang sedang meminta kepada Mu ini. Amin Allahumma Amin... (A)

Nah.. a little about my "dear" high school. (A) http://www.smsayhasan.co.nr/
Here's the teacher's email that teaches me this year. (A)

Ak Ahmad Zefry Pg Haji Zainal : zefry.zainal@smshasan.moe.edu.bn [MATHS]
Dk Susilawati Binti Pengiran Haji Aji : susilawati.aji@smshasan.moe.edu.bn[BIO]
Hj Noor Mohd Azrul Azni Hj Nordin :azrulazni.nordin@smshasan.moe.edu.bn[IRK]
Hjh Marinah Hj Metussin : marinah.metussin@smshasan.moe.edu.bn [GEO]
Hjh Norzainun bte Hj Zainal : norzainun.zainal@smshasan.moe.edu.bn [PHYSICS]
Hjh Siti Armah Hj Mat Noor : sitiarmah.matnoor@smshasan.moe.edu.bn[ECO]
Hjh Yahsimah Hj Yahya : yahsimah.yahya@smshasan.moe.edu.bn[B/M]
Saliah Hj Kahar : saliah.kahar@smshasan.moe.edu.bn[CHEM]

CHECK ta.. tanya kah apa-apa.. (A) tanya how i behave ka, apa kah.. hopefully all positive LAH. (A) Amin ya Allah.. And btw, want to share soemthing too..

This year, so many discipline teacher teach 5b.. Mmm.. sounds like not good right? But i think it'll be all okay though (A) Awal awal masuk sudah banyak ceramah kami dengar nyamu.. :O It's good though, kitani belajar.. so terima aja.. Plus the denda denda.. I know lah.. It's for our own good jua kan.. we as a student, terima aja, belajar saja.. be positive.. because later we'll find out it's becos of our own mistake. (A) Yes. hehe atu fikiran ku lah.. hopefully buleh tulung kawan kawan i neh yang baca baca. (A) mwahs.

xO's__miaa[53]'s 11:00 pm [8/1/09]

school DAY! fazera's birthDAY! =x

PEEEEEEEEEEEPSS!!!!
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL TODAY!!!
WOAHH. Siuk eh. sikit =x lols,
anyway. feelings were mixing tbh...
I love it, i hate it. Ah i guess you all probably know why students love the first day of school, and hate it at the same time. (A) it's a bit normal and happening to majority all...

anyway.. i wanna tell you..im happy, yes, happy to go back to school..but rather sad.. :( Mash wasnt there.. :'( i felt like lost some part of me.. usually we have all FOUR of us, Kmb girls together.. but from now on..i think we jus thave to get use to being 3.. :/ and it's not a nice feeling..i tell you, i felt almost too incomplete just now in class.. God knows the feeling anyway..
Mashy.. i mish you.. so much.. alot.. i wish you are here now...but we must be miles away.. ='/

AND YEAHH BOII. ;)
Happy birhtday to you..
Happy birthday to you..
Panjang Umur Makan Bulu... (A)
Happy birthday to youu!!!
FAZERAAAAAAA!! WOOO bebeh ku damit, cyg:D Happy birthday leng :) sorry aa..nada hadiah.. =. probably coklet lah insya Allah aku belikan nanti aa.. (A) Doaku..buat kamu.. Panjang Umur.. Sehat Selalu.. Berbahagia di samping orang2 yang faz sayangi.. faz cintai.. Jadi anak yang soleh.. STAY ceria.. stay lovely. stay cute and friendly all the time. makin pandai..makin handal.. Pokoknya semua mua lah. :D Amin Ya Allah... (A) hehe. I love you syaanG:D

xO's__Miaa`53--

Lepak-ing at Rifahs'.

Ceta Lucu boyy. ;)

Assalamu'alaikum Wr. Wb. Huhu! Aku boring ni nyamu. Bosan gila! Ini udah jam 11:11 malam. Terus aku lagi di depan komputer, nge chat ama Mamat My Darling, eh tau tau nya, ada ide neh, pengen nge-blog bentar ah. (A) Pada saat ini.. Aku lagi duduk di depan komputer, terus mama aku lagi golek2 di kasur di depan tv, adek aku yang paling kecil lagi main game which is GILA kerna ini udah hampir tengah malam. Terus adik aku Rafiq, yang si abang ituh udah ketiduran di tengah perjalanan. LOL. terus kakak ku ada di dalam kamar, lagi nge date chat ama HUBBY nya. =x Aku itu sebenarnya mau update blog tentang memories in KL. *not in Bali, huhu* eh, tapi kerana internet aku agak bodo, terus gak bisa upload gambar gambar dari kamera aku, ya udah, aku terusin aja buat blog ini. (A) yang ini... Aku pengen ceritain tentang satu cerita, aku, sama teman ku dari Bebo, orang Inggeris gi tu lah. Eh tapi ternyata dia udah lama di Jakarta, lantas bahasanya udah ya... Indo-gaul gi tu lah man. Cool pulang tu. :P

Saat itu.. aku itu sedang hang, mataku..udah pengen ketutup gitu, udah ngantuk lah, namanya jugak udah jam 3 PAGI! huhu terus dia text gue, namanya Joshy .....

Josh : Yo!
Me : Yeah?
Josh : What's up?
Me : You up.
Josh : No babe, im down.
Me : where? |-)
Josh : Here.
Me : on my feet?
Josh : no, under ur feet. HAHA!
Me : oh...
Josh : are u ok?
Me : yg lho liat gi mana?
Josh : gue cuman ngeliat text lo aja...
Me : ya iyalah. emang gue suruh lho ngeliat apa an?
Josh : Gak tau. Siapa tau aja gw disuruh ngeliat ludah basi lho.
Me : Lho kok KURAJ Banget yah..
Josh : KURAJ KURAJ gw jugak kan lho yg ngajar. ;)
Me : Oh Ya???
Josh : yA ohhh!
Me : ah, udah ah, gue pengen tidur.
Josh : ya udah, emang gw larang?
Me : Siapa yg nanya lho larang nggak?
Josh : Ituh, lho ngasitau gw, kayak mintak izin gue aja..

GUE DIAM.....

Josh : sayang.. udahan dong...ahh.. JADI pengen neh..
Me : APA AN SIHH JOSHH??
Josh : eh. sorry. salah text gwe beb...:$
Me : emang lho dasar, playboy cap BAJINGAN...
Josh : ye.. jgn mrh mrh dong. text nya bukan untuk kamu jg..
Me : whatever.
Josh : Lho..kok belum tidur dek?
Me : bukan urusan kamu.
Josh :Oh.. jgn jgn, kamu lagi nge date yahhh?;)
Me : Sok tau!
Josh : alah..gak usah bhong deh. aku tau kok.
Me : Tau apa ann?
Josh : tau kamu itu selingkuh. ;)
Me : udah deh yaa.. jgn jadi nyebelin deh. aku itu lagi pusing!
Josh : ahh, udah, jujur aja.. lho punya 2 cowok kan?;)
Me : apa?!
Josh : iya.. kamu lagi date ama cowok kamu yg beneran kan?
Me : apa sih?
Josh : terus selingkuhan mu..
Me : ...
Josh : Itu aku! HA HA HA.

Gue DIAM.

Josh : CHUPPPPBBBAAAA! dekk... aku pengen curhat benter neh..
Me : kenapa lagi...? |-)
Josh : gini lho..
Me : mm....
Josh : aku ini...
Me : apa?
Josh : aku ini...
Me : aduh, cepetan deh josh. aku udh mau tidur nih!
Josh : gini lho... aku ini beb..
Me : *sigh*...apa?!
Josh : aku ini lagi lapar beb....
Me : apa?? lapar?
Josh : iya.. :(
Me : nah terus urusannya sama gue apa joshhhh?!! :@
Josh : ya...elo masakin buat gue kek.. apa kek.. ayam bakar gituh.
Me : MASAK BUAT ELO??
Josh : iya.. katanya lho pintar masak...ayam bakar aja kok..
Me : Ayam Bakar Muka lho Josh. ahh, udah gilak kali ni anak ya..
Josh : dek..gue tu ngak gila.. gue cuman lapar.... ngerti dikit napa sih.
Me : lapar ya..? oh..aduhh.. kecian nya.. ayam bakar ya josh..?
Josh : iya syg.. ya. ya? masakin ya..
Me : OH... MASAK SENDIRI Bengong!!
Josh : lho..? kok gitu sih syg?? dekkkk...
Me : NGOMONG SAMA TANGAN..
Josh : alah dek.. jadi bibi bentar gak papa lah... HA HA HA.
Me : 0.O
Josh : HA HA HA.

Lantas gue off MSN. Masuk ke kamar, terus lemah baring di tempat tidur. Gak lama, gue dapat sms dari Josh.

"Dek, aku cuman ber canda kok.. Jgn marah ye syg. Abis, aku pengen banget sih kamu jadi.... BIBI aku.. HAHAHAHA. met tidur dek. met malam. :P"

Gila ya ni orang. BIBI KEPALA LHO. =/ huhu. x

december boringg. :/

Well, somehow, this moment i don't really know what to say. woah, MIA IS BLANK. that's right! :S Anyway, these are some of them pictures i got during the holiday, hell of bored? i know. :D -.-' sorry for that though. :/ anyway, ive tried my best na boring..tapi..well what can i do. :O kami jumaat minggu, jogging. pastu during the holiday.. dua adikku berkhatan. :D uhhu. kesian yang si damit, Ridwan, kesakitan ya, kept on holding ummi's hand. :D hehe. and then, kami aga tempat uncle di lambak. huhuh. nyaman lang cupcake cupcake toh. :/ pastu tadi malam aku na tidur sampai 4 AM. since mia chat ama MAMAT meh bebeh. ;) lols. ok well, atu la dulu. :D

+- Damuan, Jogging. :D Me, Ummi, My sis. :D

this is me. :) aduh, boring meh. :/ huhu. don't know what to do..

happy natal to CHRISTIAN's btw. :D thanks.

xO's

tbh' .... :/

tbh, i miss my friends, my classmates. esp. my KMB-ians. :( god knows the feeling. how i sometimes couldn't cope with it, wishing them and me are now together, having the cry and the laughs with our hands holding each other, and filling our hearts of the sharing and caring that won't go until time separate us. :)

AZEE, AZAH, MASHY. all these girls complete me tbh. they're the part of me. if i don't have them right now, i might probably be nothing. :) yes yes nothing. so guys. wish aku dapat jumpa kamu really soon. :') Amin.

And to mashy, my rockie, my bebeh. :/ i didnt expect, and never expect that you'll go to KL for a year, elaving us behind tanpa rela says azee. :( babe, aduh. sedih hatiku.. aku yg takut takut kan balik kampung, kau pulang yang pergi. i know people come and go, tapi why you. :'( i love you mashy, you know we're all here with you, through thick and thin dear. :) promish. loveyou my bestiee. :] lots.

xO's

Seri Kenangan Tutong. (A)

Lovely lovely day tbh. :D


21st December 2008 is one of the nicest memories i've ever had with my chatting friends. (: from IRC that is. ;) FriendzChat tuh. :D aduh, gila la.. banar2 buang stress, i don't really have the right word to describe that day to be honest. :) macam macam jenis orangnya yang ada... Kikilala, Me, Anata-gaski, Bro kiddy, Qaza, Yagami, Kyara, Shan, Ujang, Adam, Sis Nurzie, PcSlayer, Zam, Boneka, and banyak lagi lor. :D heeeee



Mia + Nurzie + Anata`Gaski.



anata + kiddy + mia + yagami.




yagami + mia + kiddy + anata.

Today. (8)

Huh. Since 1st december, i haven't update my blog, what kind of blogger am i? I don't have a clue. Anyway, Bah, maritah, let's start on what happens today, and so on. (:

As all you must not know, or know.. *not sure* Brunei's student is having their One Month LONG holiday! 2008 December holiday! WOOO. you can see it, just from the name, ONE MONTH LONG sounds nice, sounds cool, like.."oOOh man! Holidy time. What's your plan chick?" yeah, something like that. Well not me. anyway, since it's BORED to the max. Hell of nothing to do. I felt lonely, bored, empty. I don't even go anywhere since. :( Oooh, and missing my relatives in MEDAN, ngeee! & then missing my friends in school! We don't have any plans right now, really want to though, but not yet now. :)

Anyway, today, i woke up late .. around 10am.. i know, i'm a little girl, shouldn't do that, at all. :/ but i felt so tired, so hacked up. So.. umm, weak? yeah, kinda. -.-' & then after that, mamam LEMANG. pewitt. Nyaman gituloh. Oh BTW, Selamat Idul Adha ya, Buat muslimin dan muslimat di seluruh Dunia. Kami kemarin masak lemang mann. nyaman gituloh, walaupun mengambil masa yang lama. nyehhh. ;p tapi siuk lah. macam semua2 nya dibawah gituloh, ramai lagi tuh, dengan anti2 dan uncle2 ku yang ku sayangi. eseh, :D

so that's bout it. today beri malas.. semua yang ku buat liat tb, main computer, ngedit picture. neh macam cemanilah, buat blog bejam2 dapan computer. buang tabiat tu. hahaha. :L tu lah hidupku ketika ini. sungguh membosankan. aku akan kembali lagi. :D mwahahaha.

kMb-ing. (:

Assalamu'alaikum pembaca-pembaca sekalian. (: Im back to do blogging. (: aduh..rindunya.. (: hehe. anyway. Before ke KL itu, sehari sebelumnya lah, exact exact, saya dan teman2 pergi bersama2. =) fun gitu loh. enak la.. membuat sesuatu bersama, menjadikan kenangan.. lagipun untuk pergi ke KL, pastinya lah aku bakal merindukan mereka.. gilak kali. Yang enaknya.. kita semua bisa ngumpul gitu loh.. jadi agak terlalu berharga.. (: hehe. so we get some memorable pictures. (;

ane.. gambar before jalan.. at Azah's room. (: weee. kami bedua ani.. klu dkatakan gila, gila jua lah.. kira mun dkatakan panat, yatah panat sepanat panatnya.. ;D hehe. iloveher. ;D gawjusss tothe max. (:

This one, dijambannn mall. ;D gilak kan kami tuh, on the run, kami jumpa durang Cha, amy, Lyea. ;D apa lagi.. datang tah ulah ulahnya.. tu amy, azee, aku, azah.. Chuppbaa. ;D

This one, me and the Gang. Ani, except Saiful, nada.. orang kMb, Gboo's the new team member also, the lover's of Azeerah. :]] waktu tu nada urang kan menggambarkan.. tepaksa tah bekarih pakai set timer on. :P menjadi jua.. pkir nda.. ;D hehe

And this is Kmb's girl stuff members. (: We love each others, can't you just see it? Azastacia, Izzy (me), Masyirockie, Azeadreanaline.. :] They're the ebst out of the best. i just cannot deal without them. the stronger i get, is because of them partly, somehow, we didnt choose of to another. we know all of us have to be fair, because the love is common. :] hehe.



Me, azah and Mash.. :) This is after watchin the movies at the cinema.. Azee was with her boyfriend, so we jsut go on without her lah. ;D sorry dalengg. ;D We're crack wah ni after watchin' the Madagascar 2, man.. was like, ah ZEERAH, jubur mu tu. ;D hehe.



Posing Besama Azastaciaa. ;D My baby daleng nehh. ;D si cute comel, anak dara japan. :P hehe. bery cute to the max this girl. very fun to be with. (: and we love CANDID. ;)



and this is my next baby daleng. ;D this is the rock girl. though she's very shy, very soft to the max.. like me before i was now.. but she's very kind, helpful girl. :D bila datnag gilanya.. ahh.. sedia sedia tah. ;) rock gi tu lohh. \m/



And this is our Band CD'S cover. ;) ahha. pOsing macam giler. ;]]


we are the LOLLIPOP'S loverr. (;


Azeadreanaline ; you're the best friend today, and forever. :]


words aint enough to describe how much i love all these people. (: esp; the girls. (:
want you all to meet them to see how cool they are. :D
Salam. xO