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Monday, December 29, 2008

Ceta Lucu boyy. ;)

Assalamu'alaikum Wr. Wb. Huhu! Aku boring ni nyamu. Bosan gila! Ini udah jam 11:11 malam. Terus aku lagi di depan komputer, nge chat ama Mamat My Darling, eh tau tau nya, ada ide neh, pengen nge-blog bentar ah. (A) Pada saat ini.. Aku lagi duduk di depan komputer, terus mama aku lagi golek2 di kasur di depan tv, adek aku yang paling kecil lagi main game which is GILA kerna ini udah hampir tengah malam. Terus adik aku Rafiq, yang si abang ituh udah ketiduran di tengah perjalanan. LOL. terus kakak ku ada di dalam kamar, lagi nge date chat ama HUBBY nya. =x Aku itu sebenarnya mau update blog tentang memories in KL. *not in Bali, huhu* eh, tapi kerana internet aku agak bodo, terus gak bisa upload gambar gambar dari kamera aku, ya udah, aku terusin aja buat blog ini. (A) yang ini... Aku pengen ceritain tentang satu cerita, aku, sama teman ku dari Bebo, orang Inggeris gi tu lah. Eh tapi ternyata dia udah lama di Jakarta, lantas bahasanya udah ya... Indo-gaul gi tu lah man. Cool pulang tu. :P

Saat itu.. aku itu sedang hang, mataku..udah pengen ketutup gitu, udah ngantuk lah, namanya jugak udah jam 3 PAGI! huhu terus dia text gue, namanya Joshy .....

Josh : Yo!
Me : Yeah?
Josh : What's up?
Me : You up.
Josh : No babe, im down.
Me : where? |-)
Josh : Here.
Me : on my feet?
Josh : no, under ur feet. HAHA!
Me : oh...
Josh : are u ok?
Me : yg lho liat gi mana?
Josh : gue cuman ngeliat text lo aja...
Me : ya iyalah. emang gue suruh lho ngeliat apa an?
Josh : Gak tau. Siapa tau aja gw disuruh ngeliat ludah basi lho.
Me : Lho kok KURAJ Banget yah..
Josh : KURAJ KURAJ gw jugak kan lho yg ngajar. ;)
Me : Oh Ya???
Josh : yA ohhh!
Me : ah, udah ah, gue pengen tidur.
Josh : ya udah, emang gw larang?
Me : Siapa yg nanya lho larang nggak?
Josh : Ituh, lho ngasitau gw, kayak mintak izin gue aja..

GUE DIAM.....

Josh : sayang.. udahan dong...ahh.. JADI pengen neh..
Me : APA AN SIHH JOSHH??
Josh : eh. sorry. salah text gwe beb...:$
Me : emang lho dasar, playboy cap BAJINGAN...
Josh : ye.. jgn mrh mrh dong. text nya bukan untuk kamu jg..
Me : whatever.
Josh : Lho..kok belum tidur dek?
Me : bukan urusan kamu.
Josh :Oh.. jgn jgn, kamu lagi nge date yahhh?;)
Me : Sok tau!
Josh : alah..gak usah bhong deh. aku tau kok.
Me : Tau apa ann?
Josh : tau kamu itu selingkuh. ;)
Me : udah deh yaa.. jgn jadi nyebelin deh. aku itu lagi pusing!
Josh : ahh, udah, jujur aja.. lho punya 2 cowok kan?;)
Me : apa?!
Josh : iya.. kamu lagi date ama cowok kamu yg beneran kan?
Me : apa sih?
Josh : terus selingkuhan mu..
Me : ...
Josh : Itu aku! HA HA HA.

Gue DIAM.

Josh : CHUPPPPBBBAAAA! dekk... aku pengen curhat benter neh..
Me : kenapa lagi...? |-)
Josh : gini lho..
Me : mm....
Josh : aku ini...
Me : apa?
Josh : aku ini...
Me : aduh, cepetan deh josh. aku udh mau tidur nih!
Josh : gini lho... aku ini beb..
Me : *sigh*...apa?!
Josh : aku ini lagi lapar beb....
Me : apa?? lapar?
Josh : iya.. :(
Me : nah terus urusannya sama gue apa joshhhh?!! :@
Josh : ya...elo masakin buat gue kek.. apa kek.. ayam bakar gituh.
Me : MASAK BUAT ELO??
Josh : iya.. katanya lho pintar masak...ayam bakar aja kok..
Me : Ayam Bakar Muka lho Josh. ahh, udah gilak kali ni anak ya..
Josh : dek..gue tu ngak gila.. gue cuman lapar.... ngerti dikit napa sih.
Me : lapar ya..? oh..aduhh.. kecian nya.. ayam bakar ya josh..?
Josh : iya syg.. ya. ya? masakin ya..
Me : OH... MASAK SENDIRI Bengong!!
Josh : lho..? kok gitu sih syg?? dekkkk...
Me : NGOMONG SAMA TANGAN..
Josh : alah dek.. jadi bibi bentar gak papa lah... HA HA HA.
Me : 0.O
Josh : HA HA HA.

Lantas gue off MSN. Masuk ke kamar, terus lemah baring di tempat tidur. Gak lama, gue dapat sms dari Josh.

"Dek, aku cuman ber canda kok.. Jgn marah ye syg. Abis, aku pengen banget sih kamu jadi.... BIBI aku.. HAHAHAHA. met tidur dek. met malam. :P"

Gila ya ni orang. BIBI KEPALA LHO. =/ huhu. x

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Saturday, December 27, 2008

What a day...





Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh,
Pembaca-pembaca ku tersayang.

Selamat malam dan selamat tidak tidur semua. (A) so so so. today, aku bangun dalam kul 11 cematu, after sleeping at around 4 A.M. i know i know, that's crazeh, but as always, I chat with meh bebeh, the mamat meh. ;D happy to chat with him tbh'. So, after helping my sistah cooking and that in the kitchen, veyr tired, i went to make a lil blogging. You can read the blog before this yeah. Then, at around 5 p.m, me, my sister, brother Dee and mom went off away from house. LOL. We eventually went to Avon, so as it said, want to buy Sister's lipstick, eh, it goes far, we bought some bra. ;) lol. mwahhaaha. sorry the uncensored one. ;) anyway, after that, we went to mall. WOW. gila BRUNEI BANJIR YOW! bukannya na senang hati i tuh, mau beteriak ja tadi. "WESEHHH, SHOPPING KAMUU?!" agagagagagaga. and then datang tia kaka, aku and abg dee begila. damn, that smoke machine. LOLS. anyway, aku dapat beberapa snapshot juha tadi nyamu. sama orang yang UMMI PROSPECT DI MALL! COOL nda yow? nda ah? nyanta plangg~ (; well, okay lah today. dari 5 pm until 10 p.m that's cool liaw. mwahaha. siuk meh ok lah. ada jua mencuci mata. ;)

Model : Iffy.
Photographer ; Izzy @ Mia.

Place : Home @ madewa.
Photos : I miss you.



Model ; Ummi (mom).
Photographer : Izzy.
Place : Home @ Playground.
Photos : This is my world.



Model : Ummi (mom).
Photographer : Izzy.
Place : Home @ Playground.
Photos : Oxygen.


Model : Mom's Prospect Agent.
Photographer : Izzy.
Place : Mall.
Photos : Cakes.



Model : Didi & Ummi.
Photographer : Izzy.
Place : Mall.
Photos : Understand it.


Model : The Mall Brunei.
Photographer : Izzy.
Place : In the middle of the Mall.
Photos : Shine your self.


Model : Wadi the Smokah.
Photographer : Izzy.
Places : In Hyundar H100 Car.
Photos : I don't care about you anymore.


Thank you. Good Night. :D xO's

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Friday, December 26, 2008

december boringg. :/

Well, somehow, this moment i don't really know what to say. woah, MIA IS BLANK. that's right! :S Anyway, these are some of them pictures i got during the holiday, hell of bored? i know. :D -.-' sorry for that though. :/ anyway, ive tried my best na boring..tapi..well what can i do. :O kami jumaat minggu, jogging. pastu during the holiday.. dua adikku berkhatan. :D uhhu. kesian yang si damit, Ridwan, kesakitan ya, kept on holding ummi's hand. :D hehe. and then, kami aga tempat uncle di lambak. huhuh. nyaman lang cupcake cupcake toh. :/ pastu tadi malam aku na tidur sampai 4 AM. since mia chat ama MAMAT meh bebeh. ;) lols. ok well, atu la dulu. :D


+- Damuan, Jogging. :D Me, Ummi, My sis. :D






this is me. :) aduh, boring meh. :/ huhu. don't know what to do..

happy natal to CHRISTIAN's btw. :D thanks.

xO's

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

tbh' .... :/

tbh, i miss my friends, my classmates. esp. my KMB-ians. :( god knows the feeling. how i sometimes couldn't cope with it, wishing them and me are now together, having the cry and the laughs with our hands holding each other, and filling our hearts of the sharing and caring that won't go until time separate us. :)

AZEE, AZAH, MASHY. all these girls complete me tbh. they're the part of me. if i don't have them right now, i might probably be nothing. :) yes yes nothing. so guys. wish aku dapat jumpa kamu really soon. :') Amin.

And to mashy, my rockie, my bebeh. :/ i didnt expect, and never expect that you'll go to KL for a year, elaving us behind tanpa rela says azee. :( babe, aduh. sedih hatiku.. aku yg takut takut kan balik kampung, kau pulang yang pergi. i know people come and go, tapi why you. :'( i love you mashy, you know we're all here with you, through thick and thin dear. :) promish. loveyou my bestiee. :] lots.

xO's

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Today. (8)




Huh. Since 1st december, i haven't update my blog, what kind of blogger am i? I don't have a clue. Anyway, Bah, maritah, let's start on what happens today, and so on. (:

As all you must not know, or know.. *not sure* Brunei's student is having their One Month LONG holiday! 2008 December holiday! WOOO. you can see it, just from the name, ONE MONTH LONG sounds nice, sounds cool, like.."oOOh man! Holidy time. What's your plan chick?" yeah, something like that. Well not me. anyway, since it's BORED to the max. Hell of nothing to do. I felt lonely, bored, empty. I don't even go anywhere since. :( Oooh, and missing my relatives in MEDAN, ngeee! & then missing my friends in school! We don't have any plans right now, really want to though, but not yet now. :)

Anyway, today, i woke up late .. around 10am.. i know, i'm a little girl, shouldn't do that, at all. :/ but i felt so tired, so hacked up. So.. umm, weak? yeah, kinda. -.-' & then after that, mamam LEMANG. pewitt. Nyaman gituloh. Oh BTW, Selamat Idul Adha ya, Buat muslimin dan muslimat di seluruh Dunia. Kami kemarin masak lemang mann. nyaman gituloh, walaupun mengambil masa yang lama. nyehhh. ;p tapi siuk lah. macam semua2 nya dibawah gituloh, ramai lagi tuh, dengan anti2 dan uncle2 ku yang ku sayangi. eseh, :D

so that's bout it. today beri malas.. semua yang ku buat liat tb, main computer, ngedit picture. neh macam cemanilah, buat blog bejam2 dapan computer. buang tabiat tu. hahaha. :L tu lah hidupku ketika ini. sungguh membosankan. aku akan kembali lagi. :D mwahahaha.

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Monday, December 1, 2008

1st december 2008.



ORANGE COUNTY, Fla. (WOFL FOX 35, Orlando) -- Today is World AIDS Day, a time to remember those who lost their lives to the epidemic. It also marks the 20th anniversary of World AIDS Day. The Orange County Health Department along with other community partners and AIDS activists will commemorate World AIDS Day with vocal performances by individuals and choirs, dance troupes and a candlelight vigil/HIV Awareness Walk at Lake Eola Park at 195 Rosalind Avenue, Orlando Monday, December 1st, 2008, from 6 p.m. to 9 p.m.

Free HIV rapid testing will also be available from 4 p.m. to 8 p.m. A photo opportunity will take place at Lake Eola at 11 a.m. as volunteers unfold several panels from the AIDS Memorial Quilt which represents all those who have died of the AIDS disease.

PHOTO GALLERY: World AIDS Day

The Centers for Disease Control estimates that approximately 1 million Americans are living with HIV/AIDS with an estimated 25% unaware of their diagnosis. Cumulatively through 2006, 37,184 HIV (not AIDS) cases have been reported in Florida, which includes 397 pediatric HIV (not AIDS) cases.

As with the national estimates, Floridas HIV infection rates per 100,000 population demonstrate significant disparities. In Florida, the rate of new infections per 100,000 population in 2006 among African Americans (123.7) was more than six times the rate among whites (18.8) and nearly four times the rate among Hispanics (32.0). Although African Americans comprise 14% of Floridas population, they accounted for 48% of new HIV infections in 2006. In Orange County, 6,777 individuals are living with AIDS and 3,175 with HIV.

World AIDS Day is the day when individuals and organizations from around the world come together to bring attention to the global AIDS epidemic. For more information, contact the Orange County Health Department at 407-858-1400, extensions 1141 or 1127.

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Friday, November 28, 2008

Nice one.

LISTEN TO THIS girls. :]




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTXG0M1RDFA

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Just a Pictures. :]



This is how crazy i am with my sister. :] my one and only my love sister, i love her, i'm nothing without her. absolutely nothing. :D im sure of that, and just always remember my principe ; "You hurt her, i hurt you. " (: thank you.


In love with my Sister : Ifrah Mazidah Lubis.
uwwaaa, never know what to do without you..i love you so muchh. :D
Salam, xO

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Thursday, November 20, 2008

I have no inhibitions...or shame.
Ive been exposed to a vast spectrum of emotions & experiences.
I feel so alive.

i love & enjoy: self discovery. great white sharks. body modifications. the law of attraction. change. music. art. dancing. tour. writing. adventures. fantasy. raving. fishnets. getting four'd out of my skull. expanding my mind. broadening my horizons. bizarre people & situations. open minds.

I'm confused on how i feel about being alone.
the thought used to terrify me.
i am now attempting to embrace it.

"Expose yourself to your deepest fear;
after that, fear has no power" .

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Blogging. [Y]

assalamu'alaikum Wr. Wb. hey all. :] everyone i love, i hate, i envy, i admire. :] ngeee. to be perfectly honest, i miss blogging. alot. :o I can't believe it. being 4 days without computer is such a mess. Sometimes for me pC is one of my half self already. :o grrr. Like i can't live without the computer. let's face it, that's a fact. a 100% true fact, im not gonna deny it m'dear. So.. basically. looking at my blog, it looks simple, rather old fashioned, with black and white colour of the background, and then im not sure what else to add or modify with this blog. all that i knew, i need this blog to be a something i can pour something from my heart to, where my hand keep typing typing and typing. and just sort the feeling inside my heart just once and enough. :] grr i really miss this... so now let's start with something new to share with all of you. :D .xp

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Monday, September 15, 2008

Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants.

Hello People. (:

I've been waiting waiting waiting yet still waiting now to watch the movie releases of my all time favourite movie, Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. :D I've already watch the Sisterhood of the Traveling pants 1, releases in June 2005. And now it's back with the releases of Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2 on the 6th of August 2008! i have not got any time to buy the DVD track... there, i really wanna watch it. I bet its gonna be as great as the first one, or better. or... neither? I dont care i just wanna watch it! :/

Here. this is the one photoshoot mOvie DVD cover for sisterhood of the traveling pants 1!
DIrector: Ken Kwapis
Writers (WGA):Ann Brashares (novel) Delia Ephron (screenplay) ..
Laugh. Cry. Share the pants.
Plot:
Four best girlfriends hatch a plan to stay connected with one another as their lives start off in different directions: they pass around a pair of secondhand jeans that fits each of their bodies perfectly.
ANd now... I wanna watch the 2nd One.:D


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Together we Cry.

Assalamu'alaikum, readers readers tersayang. (:
let me just share one thing you.... The song of a band "The Script -We Cry" is very very beautiful. Though it's a bit overup music sometimes. But the lyric makes me felt down to earth at once. (: Yes, it's very menaingful, yet very peaceful song. :] Even if you read by the title, you'll see how much meaning can you achieve from the words, We Cry. :]

*the Script own Photoshoot for their albums with the hit singles , We Cry*

- Part of the Lyrics, where it is meaningful -

Jenny was a poor girl
Living in a rich world
Named her baby Hope when she was just fourteen
She was hoping for a better world
For this little girl
But the apple doesn't fall too far from the tree

Well she gets that call
Hope's too far gone
Her baby's on the way
But nothing left inside
Together we cry!

What about the junk head
Could have gone the whole way
Lighting up the stage trying to get a deal
Now he's lighting up the wrong way
"Something for the pain!"
Man you wanna see this kid he was so fuckin' unreal
When he gets that call
He's too far gone
To get it together to sing one song
They won't hear tonight
The words of a lullaby


Oh... Mary's ambitious
She wanna to be a politician
She been dreaming about it since she was a girl
She thought that she'd be the one who could change the world
Always trying to pave the way for women in a... man's world
But life happened, house, kids, 2 cars, husband hits the jar, checks that don't go very far now
Now she in it can't change it, she keeps her mind on her wages
The only rattling cages!

There's so much sad gonna flood the ocean
We're all in tears for the world is broken
Together we cry!

There comes a time when every bird has to fly
At some point every rose has to die
It's hard to let your children go
Leave home
Where they go?
Who knows!
Getting drunk
Getting stoned
All alone
Teach a man to fish
You'll feed him never lie
You show your kids the truth
Hope they never lie
Instead of reading in a letter that they've gone to something better
"Bet your sorry now! I won't be coming home tonight"

I'm sick of looking for those heroes in the sky
To teach us how to fly
Together we cry!

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Saturday, August 9, 2008

Youtube Account.


Youtube Me yeah people. (:
http://www.youtube.com/InsomniaMock53

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