Ceta Lucu boyy. ;)

Assalamu'alaikum Wr. Wb. Huhu! Aku boring ni nyamu. Bosan gila! Ini udah jam 11:11 malam. Terus aku lagi di depan komputer, nge chat ama Mamat My Darling, eh tau tau nya, ada ide neh, pengen nge-blog bentar ah. (A) Pada saat ini.. Aku lagi duduk di depan komputer, terus mama aku lagi golek2 di kasur di depan tv, adek aku yang paling kecil lagi main game which is GILA kerna ini udah hampir tengah malam. Terus adik aku Rafiq, yang si abang ituh udah ketiduran di tengah perjalanan. LOL. terus kakak ku ada di dalam kamar, lagi nge date chat ama HUBBY nya. =x Aku itu sebenarnya mau update blog tentang memories in KL. *not in Bali, huhu* eh, tapi kerana internet aku agak bodo, terus gak bisa upload gambar gambar dari kamera aku, ya udah, aku terusin aja buat blog ini. (A) yang ini... Aku pengen ceritain tentang satu cerita, aku, sama teman ku dari Bebo, orang Inggeris gi tu lah. Eh tapi ternyata dia udah lama di Jakarta, lantas bahasanya udah ya... Indo-gaul gi tu lah man. Cool pulang tu. :P

Saat itu.. aku itu sedang hang, mataku..udah pengen ketutup gitu, udah ngantuk lah, namanya jugak udah jam 3 PAGI! huhu terus dia text gue, namanya Joshy .....

Josh : Yo!
Me : Yeah?
Josh : What's up?
Me : You up.
Josh : No babe, im down.
Me : where? |-)
Josh : Here.
Me : on my feet?
Josh : no, under ur feet. HAHA!
Me : oh...
Josh : are u ok?
Me : yg lho liat gi mana?
Josh : gue cuman ngeliat text lo aja...
Me : ya iyalah. emang gue suruh lho ngeliat apa an?
Josh : Gak tau. Siapa tau aja gw disuruh ngeliat ludah basi lho.
Me : Lho kok KURAJ Banget yah..
Josh : KURAJ KURAJ gw jugak kan lho yg ngajar. ;)
Me : Oh Ya???
Josh : yA ohhh!
Me : ah, udah ah, gue pengen tidur.
Josh : ya udah, emang gw larang?
Me : Siapa yg nanya lho larang nggak?
Josh : Ituh, lho ngasitau gw, kayak mintak izin gue aja..

GUE DIAM.....

Josh : sayang.. udahan dong...ahh.. JADI pengen neh..
Me : APA AN SIHH JOSHH??
Josh : eh. sorry. salah text gwe beb...:$
Me : emang lho dasar, playboy cap BAJINGAN...
Josh : ye.. jgn mrh mrh dong. text nya bukan untuk kamu jg..
Me : whatever.
Josh : Lho..kok belum tidur dek?
Me : bukan urusan kamu.
Josh :Oh.. jgn jgn, kamu lagi nge date yahhh?;)
Me : Sok tau!
Josh : alah..gak usah bhong deh. aku tau kok.
Me : Tau apa ann?
Josh : tau kamu itu selingkuh. ;)
Me : udah deh yaa.. jgn jadi nyebelin deh. aku itu lagi pusing!
Josh : ahh, udah, jujur aja.. lho punya 2 cowok kan?;)
Me : apa?!
Josh : iya.. kamu lagi date ama cowok kamu yg beneran kan?
Me : apa sih?
Josh : terus selingkuhan mu..
Me : ...
Josh : Itu aku! HA HA HA.

Gue DIAM.

Josh : CHUPPPPBBBAAAA! dekk... aku pengen curhat benter neh..
Me : kenapa lagi...? |-)
Josh : gini lho..
Me : mm....
Josh : aku ini...
Me : apa?
Josh : aku ini...
Me : aduh, cepetan deh josh. aku udh mau tidur nih!
Josh : gini lho... aku ini beb..
Me : *sigh*...apa?!
Josh : aku ini lagi lapar beb....
Me : apa?? lapar?
Josh : iya.. :(
Me : nah terus urusannya sama gue apa joshhhh?!! :@
Josh : ya...elo masakin buat gue kek.. apa kek.. ayam bakar gituh.
Me : MASAK BUAT ELO??
Josh : iya.. katanya lho pintar masak...ayam bakar aja kok..
Me : Ayam Bakar Muka lho Josh. ahh, udah gilak kali ni anak ya..
Josh : dek..gue tu ngak gila.. gue cuman lapar.... ngerti dikit napa sih.
Me : lapar ya..? oh..aduhh.. kecian nya.. ayam bakar ya josh..?
Josh : iya syg.. ya. ya? masakin ya..
Me : OH... MASAK SENDIRI Bengong!!
Josh : lho..? kok gitu sih syg?? dekkkk...
Me : NGOMONG SAMA TANGAN..
Josh : alah dek.. jadi bibi bentar gak papa lah... HA HA HA.
Me : 0.O
Josh : HA HA HA.

Lantas gue off MSN. Masuk ke kamar, terus lemah baring di tempat tidur. Gak lama, gue dapat sms dari Josh.

"Dek, aku cuman ber canda kok.. Jgn marah ye syg. Abis, aku pengen banget sih kamu jadi.... BIBI aku.. HAHAHAHA. met tidur dek. met malam. :P"

Gila ya ni orang. BIBI KEPALA LHO. =/ huhu. x

BAJINGAN. (A)

Aku tahu kamu
Kamu seorang bajingan
Aku tahu kamu
Kau banyak jurus andalan


Matamu stereo
Lihat ke kiri ke kanan
Apalagi menawan
Pasti bakal kebobolan

*
Tapi ada satu
Hal yang harus kamu tahu
Wanita juga tak mau
Bila terus-terus kau tipu

Reff:
Satu pasangan tak cukup
Dua simpanan juga tak cukup
Emang dasar, ah emang dasar
Eh dasar kau bajingan

Kamu mau apalagi
Kamu mau yang gimana lagi
Ah emang dasar, emang dasar
Eh dasar kau bajingan!

Long Long Event Day. :/

ChuuppppppBbbbaaaaaaaa. 0.O

Assalamu'alaikum Wr. Wb. kepada semua teman teman seperjuangan ku di luar sana. :) Selamat malam, dan sejahtera. (: Well, i'm going to start a blog for today. Uh-oh, today is somehow a long long tiring day, where the day i kept on trying not to sleep not to close my eyes.. help my self to stay awake all day long. Man, that's not nice..

Well well, first and foremost. We all se family woke up soo late today. Ada kah patut tu, kan Jam 9.30 barutah jalan dari rumah ke Restoran Hasinah kan Breakfast ama Uncle. aduh. susah ituh. Tapi well, eveyrthing went nicely lah. Me and my sister ikut Umi dan Buya ku, one care. Pastu abang-abang ku satu kereta lain lagi. Wow, Nice meh. Baru tu yo. Pastu, udah sampai di sana, you know what? Mula-mula me, my sister, my brothers weren't in one table wah. It's like, eh, jom pindah. Lol, atu ya jauh jauh kami pun pindah ke satu meja.. sama sama tia, tatap, datang jua malu malu plus gila gila an atu. Apanya abang nya, "ANI BARU PUAS!!" hahaha. sorry Uncle, we love you to be honest. Plus atu Uncle punya restaurant, well, what can I do. (A)

So the four of us chose to order like always, "Roti Telor 4 MBAK!" damn. And then minumnannya you know.. dua kali satu orang. ahaha, bukan nda puas tu yow. And then, other than that, kami liat ada beberapa perubahan terjadi di restoran yang baru uncle ku take over atu.. Piringnya baru.. Mangkuk untuk kuahnya baru.. Gelas minumannya baru.. Bigger but harga masih sama. DAMN. that's cool liaw. Andang andang gila lah nyamu. ahahah.

Photograph By : Izzy.


Models : Iffy & Dee.
Photographer : Izzy.
Places : Hasinah Restaurant, Gadong.
Photos : Let's make it worthwhile.


Model : Wadi the Smokah.
Photographer : Izzy.
Places : Hasinah Restaurant, Gadong.
Photos : FULL!



Model : Mufree.
Photographer : Izzy.
Places : Hasinah Restaurant, Gadong.
Photos : Fill Me in.




Model : Dee & Mufree.
Photographer : Iffy.
Places : Restaurant Hasinah, Gadong.
Photos : Stay WILD.


And also, After 10 past am, breakfast with uncle, meh, me and my sis went to the Mall. Ya lor, baung boring. You know my number one aim? "Meet Meh Mamat my bebeh" :D uuwaa, so nice feeling meh, jumpa sama ia. :) Nda disangka, sis Tjah, bro kiki, bro qaza and Subaru boy ada jua. :D So, ramai2 la, siuk man. bukannya nda tu. (: nway, na batahlah, 2 lalu kami balik tia, atupun mama marah udah. And meh Mamat kuu, thank you so much for the ride. loving It. You're so cute just now. :DDD uhhu. mwah. =x

Model : izzy & Iffy.
Photographer : Izzy.
Places : The Mall.





Model : Iffy.
Photographer :Izzy.
Places :The Mall.
Photos : Where are you?

SELF-PORTRAIT
.
Photos : The HANG me. Cracky time.


The SLEEPY me.

Phone FAKE.

Then, ada yang cakap arah ku. "Eh, ZAH, atu cakung mata mu. Bahapa saja kau? Na kau betidur?" BAGUS. lurus tu nyamu! LOLS. okeh. thanks for reading babba~:D meehaw. mwah mwah. take care you all :P xO's

What a day...

Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh,
Pembaca-pembaca ku tersayang.

Selamat malam dan selamat tidak tidur semua. (A) so so so. today, aku bangun dalam kul 11 cematu, after sleeping at around 4 A.M. i know i know, that's crazeh, but as always, I chat with meh bebeh, the mamat meh. ;D happy to chat with him tbh'. So, after helping my sistah cooking and that in the kitchen, veyr tired, i went to make a lil blogging. You can read the blog before this yeah. Then, at around 5 p.m, me, my sister, brother Dee and mom went off away from house. LOL. We eventually went to Avon, so as it said, want to buy Sister's lipstick, eh, it goes far, we bought some bra. ;) lol. mwahhaaha. sorry the uncensored one. ;) anyway, after that, we went to mall. WOW. gila BRUNEI BANJIR YOW! bukannya na senang hati i tuh, mau beteriak ja tadi. "WESEHHH, SHOPPING KAMUU?!" agagagagagaga. and then datang tia kaka, aku and abg dee begila. damn, that smoke machine. LOLS. anyway, aku dapat beberapa snapshot juha tadi nyamu. sama orang yang UMMI PROSPECT DI MALL! COOL nda yow? nda ah? nyanta plangg~ (; well, okay lah today. dari 5 pm until 10 p.m that's cool liaw. mwahaha. siuk meh ok lah. ada jua mencuci mata. ;)

Model : Iffy.
Photographer ; Izzy @ Mia.
Place : Home @ madewa.
Photos : I miss you.


Model ; Ummi (mom).
Photographer : Izzy.
Place : Home @ Playground.
Photos : This is my world.



Model : Ummi (mom).
Photographer : Izzy.
Place : Home @ Playground.
Photos : Oxygen.


Model : Mom's Prospect Agent.
Photographer : Izzy.
Place : Mall.
Photos : Cakes.



Model : Didi & Ummi.
Photographer : Izzy.
Place : Mall.
Photos : Understand it.


Model : The Mall Brunei.
Photographer : Izzy.
Place : In the middle of the Mall.
Photos : Shine your self.


Model : Wadi the Smokah.
Photographer : Izzy.
Places : In Hyundar H100 Car.
Photos : I don't care about you anymore.


Thank you. Good Night. :D xO's

tbh' .... :/

tbh, i miss my friends, my classmates. esp. my KMB-ians. :( god knows the feeling. how i sometimes couldn't cope with it, wishing them and me are now together, having the cry and the laughs with our hands holding each other, and filling our hearts of the sharing and caring that won't go until time separate us. :)

AZEE, AZAH, MASHY. all these girls complete me tbh. they're the part of me. if i don't have them right now, i might probably be nothing. :) yes yes nothing. so guys. wish aku dapat jumpa kamu really soon. :') Amin.

And to mashy, my rockie, my bebeh. :/ i didnt expect, and never expect that you'll go to KL for a year, elaving us behind tanpa rela says azee. :( babe, aduh. sedih hatiku.. aku yg takut takut kan balik kampung, kau pulang yang pergi. i know people come and go, tapi why you. :'( i love you mashy, you know we're all here with you, through thick and thin dear. :) promish. loveyou my bestiee. :] lots.

xO's

Seri Kenangan Tutong. (A)

Lovely lovely day tbh. :D


21st December 2008 is one of the nicest memories i've ever had with my chatting friends. (: from IRC that is. ;) FriendzChat tuh. :D aduh, gila la.. banar2 buang stress, i don't really have the right word to describe that day to be honest. :) macam macam jenis orangnya yang ada... Kikilala, Me, Anata-gaski, Bro kiddy, Qaza, Yagami, Kyara, Shan, Ujang, Adam, Sis Nurzie, PcSlayer, Zam, Boneka, and banyak lagi lor. :D heeeee



Mia + Nurzie + Anata`Gaski.



anata + kiddy + mia + yagami.




yagami + mia + kiddy + anata.

Today. (8)

Huh. Since 1st december, i haven't update my blog, what kind of blogger am i? I don't have a clue. Anyway, Bah, maritah, let's start on what happens today, and so on. (:

As all you must not know, or know.. *not sure* Brunei's student is having their One Month LONG holiday! 2008 December holiday! WOOO. you can see it, just from the name, ONE MONTH LONG sounds nice, sounds cool, like.."oOOh man! Holidy time. What's your plan chick?" yeah, something like that. Well not me. anyway, since it's BORED to the max. Hell of nothing to do. I felt lonely, bored, empty. I don't even go anywhere since. :( Oooh, and missing my relatives in MEDAN, ngeee! & then missing my friends in school! We don't have any plans right now, really want to though, but not yet now. :)

Anyway, today, i woke up late .. around 10am.. i know, i'm a little girl, shouldn't do that, at all. :/ but i felt so tired, so hacked up. So.. umm, weak? yeah, kinda. -.-' & then after that, mamam LEMANG. pewitt. Nyaman gituloh. Oh BTW, Selamat Idul Adha ya, Buat muslimin dan muslimat di seluruh Dunia. Kami kemarin masak lemang mann. nyaman gituloh, walaupun mengambil masa yang lama. nyehhh. ;p tapi siuk lah. macam semua2 nya dibawah gituloh, ramai lagi tuh, dengan anti2 dan uncle2 ku yang ku sayangi. eseh, :D

so that's bout it. today beri malas.. semua yang ku buat liat tb, main computer, ngedit picture. neh macam cemanilah, buat blog bejam2 dapan computer. buang tabiat tu. hahaha. :L tu lah hidupku ketika ini. sungguh membosankan. aku akan kembali lagi. :D mwahahaha.

1st december 2008.

ORANGE COUNTY, Fla. (WOFL FOX 35, Orlando) -- Today is World AIDS Day, a time to remember those who lost their lives to the epidemic. It also marks the 20th anniversary of World AIDS Day. The Orange County Health Department along with other community partners and AIDS activists will commemorate World AIDS Day with vocal performances by individuals and choirs, dance troupes and a candlelight vigil/HIV Awareness Walk at Lake Eola Park at 195 Rosalind Avenue, Orlando Monday, December 1st, 2008, from 6 p.m. to 9 p.m.

Free HIV rapid testing will also be available from 4 p.m. to 8 p.m. A photo opportunity will take place at Lake Eola at 11 a.m. as volunteers unfold several panels from the AIDS Memorial Quilt which represents all those who have died of the AIDS disease.

PHOTO GALLERY: World AIDS Day

The Centers for Disease Control estimates that approximately 1 million Americans are living with HIV/AIDS with an estimated 25% unaware of their diagnosis. Cumulatively through 2006, 37,184 HIV (not AIDS) cases have been reported in Florida, which includes 397 pediatric HIV (not AIDS) cases.

As with the national estimates, Floridas HIV infection rates per 100,000 population demonstrate significant disparities. In Florida, the rate of new infections per 100,000 population in 2006 among African Americans (123.7) was more than six times the rate among whites (18.8) and nearly four times the rate among Hispanics (32.0). Although African Americans comprise 14% of Floridas population, they accounted for 48% of new HIV infections in 2006. In Orange County, 6,777 individuals are living with AIDS and 3,175 with HIV.

World AIDS Day is the day when individuals and organizations from around the world come together to bring attention to the global AIDS epidemic. For more information, contact the Orange County Health Department at 407-858-1400, extensions 1141 or 1127.

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Nice one.

LISTEN TO THIS girls. :]




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTXG0M1RDFA

Just a Pictures. :]

This is how crazy i am with my sister. :] my one and only my love sister, i love her, i'm nothing without her. absolutely nothing. :D im sure of that, and just always remember my principe ; "You hurt her, i hurt you. " (: thank you.

In love with my Sister : Ifrah Mazidah Lubis.
uwwaaa, never know what to do without you..i love you so muchh. :D
Salam, xO

"For once don’t be so weak, Back up the feelings that you claim now,
Fall deeper into a world, that you can’t explain."


"You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality."
-Jim Morrison


"Why does the path to love, true happiness and completion as a being have to be such a jagged one? we're increasingly growing more and more jaded of the games others unnecessarily play. When will it be our turn to solve the mystery and in turn complete the puzzle we all try so hastily to finish. Soon, i pray. Our hearts can only take so many thrashings and their once impenetrable walls are growing thin, as is our patience."
-Heidi


When putting forth positive energy, the world will recognize your desires and fulfill them as best as it can. Positive energy is one of the greatest powers. Letting go of all your negativity is a difficult struggle. Once you accomplish it, you are free.
-Kiya


"I believe in a long, prolonged, derangement of the senses in order to obtain the unknown."
-Jim Morrison

I am unique.
I am very easy to get along with.
I am emotionally stronger than you could ever imagine.
My heart is kind.
I am hilarious.
I cake on make-up, not because I have to, I want to.
Giggling is my thing.
Fishnets love my body.
I am a nerd.
I love to cuddle.
I have a minor case of OCD.
I am caring.
I like sharing thoughts and secrets.
Neon colors are magical.
I have bigger eyes than anyone I know.
I love art.
I am clumsy.
Trance, Happy Hardcore, Ambient, Electro, and Hard House are thee best.
I love experiencing new things.
I love to make people smile.
I give compliments all the time, even if I don't mean what I say.
I refuse to be average.
Dance has and will always be a passion of mine.
My vocals WILL take me far in life.
I am a kleptomaniac, basically.. I get what I want for free.
I have so many amazing goals set for mmy life and I will stop at nothing until I accomplish them.

I have no inhibitions...or shame.
Ive been exposed to a vast spectrum of emotions & experiences.
I feel so alive.

i love & enjoy: self discovery. great white sharks. body modifications. the law of attraction. change. music. art. dancing. tour. writing. adventures. fantasy. raving. fishnets. getting four'd out of my skull. expanding my mind. broadening my horizons. bizarre people & situations. open minds.

I'm confused on how i feel about being alone.
the thought used to terrify me.
i am now attempting to embrace it.

"Expose yourself to your deepest fear;
after that, fear has no power" .

Blogging. [Y]

assalamu'alaikum Wr. Wb. hey all. :] everyone i love, i hate, i envy, i admire. :] ngeee. to be perfectly honest, i miss blogging. alot. :o I can't believe it. being 4 days without computer is such a mess. Sometimes for me pC is one of my half self already. :o grrr. Like i can't live without the computer. let's face it, that's a fact. a 100% true fact, im not gonna deny it m'dear. So.. basically. looking at my blog, it looks simple, rather old fashioned, with black and white colour of the background, and then im not sure what else to add or modify with this blog. all that i knew, i need this blog to be a something i can pour something from my heart to, where my hand keep typing typing and typing. and just sort the feeling inside my heart just once and enough. :] grr i really miss this... so now let's start with something new to share with all of you. :D .xp

FrienDs f0reVer. :]

Read it my dearest friends. :]

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Thousand Miles to my friends.. :]

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

Stay with me (L)

Danity Kane - Stay with me

Raindrops, Fall From, Everywhere
I Reach Out, For You, But Your Not There
So I Stood, Waiting, In The Dark
With Your Picture, In My Hands
Story Of a Broken Heart

[Chorus]
Stay With Me
Don't Let Me Go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

[Verse 2]
I'm Trying And Hoping, For The Day
When my touch is enough
To Take The Pain Away
Cause I've Searched For So Long
The Answer Is Clear
We'll be OK if We Don't Let It Disappear

[Chorus]
Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's it Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

[Verse 3]
I've searched my heart over
So many many times
No you and I, is like no stars to light the sky at night
Our Picture Hangs Out Of Tune
Remind Me Of The Days
You Promised Me We'd Always
And Never Go Away
That's Why I Need You To Stay

[Chorus]
Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

[Fades]
oooo.. oh oh
don't leave
so I stay waiting in the dark...